Thursday, August 21, 2014

Recent turn of events...

So... THAT happened.

In honesty, I was a little worried that it would never happen and our little theories in this corner of the world would be confirmed as truth. Worried??? Yes. I had a part of me expecting this to happen eventually because they ARE Japanese. I actually expected the other one to come out with a relationship(which wasn't what we wish it would be) to ultimately kill speculation on her orientation. I felt that the pressure was greater on her than on the one who actually broke all our hearts. But this was bound to happen. After all, one had categorically denied it already. For all we know, our speculation could have caused a rift between them or something. (Not US necessarily, because who the hell cares what WE think, but just this group of people who are wishing for IY to be true.)

Now, does this mean I'm disowning this belief I have of them? Not really. It was great when it was going on and we all had fun going through it all as audience. I don't know if any of it was true for any or both of them and I don't think it matters. Nor does it matter if I hold it as true.

I met great friends from going through that "phase" of fandom, learned lots of things. I regret nothing, even the silliest, most childish, craziest things I've done.

I don't know if there is anymore 1444 anything to come out of this place. I have not done anything 1444 in a very long while. But I'm keeping this up for as long as the site lets me stay here. This is a fun part of my life and I'd like to visit it as it always is.

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