insane insight moment... nothing ishiyoshi

so... yeah...

anyway... i recall asking around about the religion of IshiYoshi...

... hmm... i just suddenly realized that IshiYoshi IS a religion... but like Christ to Christianity, they're not members of the religion... LOL

Oh how i wish to worship the soil on which they tread...

anyway... i'm just reflecting over all the drama that you witnessed in here this past week... quite shameful there...

i feel the unstoppable urge to think about this and ramble on and on again...

while i was on a jeepney to school (btw, i ride 4 different jeepneys to school) i contemplated the title of this blog... 'the いしよし hopeful' and dwelled on the definition of the word hope based on my real baptismal religion and my adopted spiritualities (WTF?)... yes, yes... that's how fanatical i am...

in the Roman Catholic sense, hope is the looking forward to the happy ending known as salvation...

in the Liberal Ironist sense, hope is living regardless of success and failure because 'i have a destiny to fulfill' ... hmm...

so obviously, the past few days, it's the Catholic in me talking...
1. there is an expected ending and it's a happy one
2. the debunking of that happy ending is the end of all hope... doom befall us all...
3. proselytizing the tru+h

all three points are anti-thetical to the original intent of this place of worship... oh, how blasphemous of me... taking the fact that i built this place (with really crappy material too, but that's all i have...) ...

... anyway, everytime i check in here (which is like every five minutes LOL), i'm surprised that people actually come here...

and i'm guessing most of you readers aren't even IshiYoshi believers/ worshippers (since the brethren are few) ... LOL ... well i'd like to think that your visit this place for news (that you can find anywhere on the net LOL) insane views that yours tru_ly dish out means that what i say actually matter... but that's wishful thinking on my part...

so... insanity ensues... the tru+h shall prevail...