random rants and ramblings resume...

0-kay... my nose stopped bleeding and my ears never did bleed... but i did stop thinking (about everything) for a while... my brain is exhausted...

thesis time again... sigh...

we're one week and a day away from the day i turn twenty... but folks say i still look like i'm twelve... blessing and curse...

blessing: i can hit on pretty much anybody (even with someone on a date with a guy) and get away with it because "i'm just a kid"...

curse: everytime i go out for a drink or have a gig at a bar, i have to have my G.I ID with me... and when i hit on someone, chances are, she's not even gonna take me seriously because "i'm just a kid)

... speaking of aging... aside from the chimu-ness, when i look at rika, it's like she's barely aged... as in looking at her pictures when she was 18 (that was Def. Diva time, right?) and her pictures just before Post-V-u-den time, she hasn't changed that much...

but yossui... man, there are times i don't even recognize her... is it her hair color? (has she changed it again?) or just the fluctuating amount of fat? something's changed with her... hm... i can't pin point what...

not that i'm saying there was ever a time that she wasn't hottt... she's always hot... maybe not as hot as rika... ... ... wait... oh... there was a time she was hotter than rika... (short blonde hair rika is definitely not for me...)

but yossui's awesome whatever hair col-- ... wait... ... ... or except My-Dear-Boy-blonde... that was just wrong...

I like how silky their hair look... i mean, after all those hair color changes, they don't look awful like some people i know... the people i know, after ONE hair color change, their hair turn mutant!

i mean frizzy and dull and prone to breakage... i wonder what they use...

i've never colored my hair... but i really want to... my mom says they'll throw me out of the house if i color my hair... but that's chiefly because i wanted to color it silver... LOL

same with tattoos and piercings... i only have the "standard" pierce on each ear... UNFAIR!!! my sis has two piercings on each ear... and she didn't get thrown out of the house...

i heard yossui wanted to get a tattoo before but didn't push through with it... i think it had something to do with her father... i really think her family's a bit on the traditional side...

OH GAWD! how i want to stalk them... i used to stalk this one person... made life hell for both of us... LOL ... as in i knew where she and all her clique friends lived and the license plates of all their cars and what time each of them would arrive at school and a pretty close estimate of what time they leave their houses... how many siblings they have, their parents' full names, favorite food, drinks, tv show, music... ... HAHAHA... i had a crazy highschool freshman year...

we have pics of yossui in school uniform on the web, right? but didn't she go to a correspondence school? i don't get it... i'm still lost with the whole japanese educational system... that's why i never really delved into writing school-set fics... but now... i have to learn these things for my new project... damn...

SHE'S COMING SOON TO A FORUM NEAR YOU!!!!

it took me forever to find that spider pic...and the Yo-Yo... ... ... ... .Yo!yo!yo! ... LOL... made the thing with Fireworks... I don't have Photoshop on board... my rabu-rabu's awesome at photoshopping... unfortunately, she doesn't want to make me a sig and ava... LOL...

I dont' talk to her about ishiYoshi anymore... no matter how kilig i feel about I+Y... i just keep it in until i get back to my computer... and rant it here...

anyway... i've decided to post one I+Y clip a day until the 10th... just for kicks... some loaded, others, they just happened to be standing/sitting side-by-side... for today, we have one of my favorites... as in i would play this over and over and over and over and over and over and over until my eyes hurt from staring at the screen...

HAYUN O!!! ~lalalalaa~ ... forgive me for dwelling on the past too much.. it sure is sweeter during the time of youth... i suddenly missed my rabu-rabu... here's my right hand and her left hand in teriyaki boy the other day... when she successfully interrupted me while updating RFP... she made me promise to post this on my blog... and i can't say no... she wants to conquer this blog!

that'a pinky's promise right there...

mind you, the pinkies are still linked here... our 'heart' looks much better than the one a pair of somebodies made a while back.. hmm.. LOL...

... sigh... so how's that for a random rant?