Happy Holidays to all!

absolutely nothing ishiyoshi: BLOGS!!!

or maybe there's nothing to say because they don't spend time together

why dwell in the improbable when the truth and its proofs are right before your eyes?

abso-frimmin'-lutely non-IshiYoshi... really

sigh...

i want to go out and drink until my brain melts from all the alcohol...

I am 20 so i can drink... bah... i've been drinking since i was fourteen... even if the legal age here is 18... i heard in some countries, 20... it's 20 in japan, ne?

.. but then again, drinking's gonna make me fatter... so... maybe not today...

nothing ishiyoshi... just me

awoo~~~

'monthsary' today... (heart, be...)

yes, we celebrate 'monthsaries'...

we've been together officially for 4 years and 8 months!

that's how long she's been putting up with my insanity...

most of the people we know break up after six months.. so yay!

if i knew THEIR anniversary, i'd greet them every year and if possible, send THEM a gift...
... lol...

i wonder how long THEY've been together officially...

*officially=exclusively (as in together-together...)

Ame no Furanai Hoshi de Aisenai Darou leak...

i know this has nothing to do with IshiYoshi... but i have to say if MM is really out for total asian invasion, this is a good song to start their conquest...

I, for one, liked it...

weirdly, i have to say it has a chord progression similar to F4 (the Taiwanese boygroup)'s songs... that group was a hit here, btw, even if not a lot of people understood what they were singing...

i like the JunLin chinese vocals... they have potential... i think...

that's all...

still not about ishiyoshi... this is what happens when they're not doing anything and i'm getting bored...

forum surfing again...

Ishikawa on the world's top ten most beautiful... hmmm... no doubt... and we're (me and the person who posted that) not the only ones who thinks so... ... ... i think... LOLZ

... I was supposed to write another one shot... because the rabu-rabu demands... but i fell asleep... how sad, ne?

... but she has become more tolerant of my liking of H!P and my religious devotion to IshiYoshi... in fact, she even visits this blog now... (Hi, baby... i miss you too...) ... LOLZ

Mai should blog... not a futsal blog but just a blog-blog... like the one that yuko and aibon has... i bet if she had that, she'll be slipping so much IshiYoshi rabu-rabu info, neither of the two would have to say anything... LOLZ

i overslept again... and i wasn't able to get the dsl modem last midnight... so all my downloads made no progress... frimming sister...

she says that my H!P idoling is an unproductive endeavor... whatever... as if her audition-ing is something productive...

she broke up with her dude two weeks ago... and i bet it's because there's someone else... the bad part about this suspicion is that this 'new' guy is someone she met online, on audition... suspicion comes from the total unrealness of the life-story of this fellow... he says he can give her a house...

f*** that, man... i can't even promise my rabu-rabu that! and we're, like, married already...

ooh... i suddenly remembered tito's F.Y.I. (fyi, F.Y.I is a fic on jph!p and tito's a good friend... better writer than me... coz I'm no real writer to begin with... just some crazy person... LOLZ)

in the story, Rika and Yossui bought a villa in the suburbs so that they can have a place to hide away in... They bought the place with both their incomes but the villa is under Rika's name... LOLZ... she's a smart wife... LOLZ

i like the fic because it's ambiguous... everybody is at fault and not just rika... LOLZ

but she follows the insecure gf paradigm there so i'm still a bit squeamish... LOZ

i've LOLZ'd so much in this post...

anyway, that fic's been on hiatus for a while now... sigh... i miss tito... for those who don't follow our fic threads, there was a short while that tito and i had a deal... for every update she makes, i'll make 4.5 updates... that was fruitful for a while but school's been a bummer... i can't even update at least once a day anymore...

i wish i can buy a villa... sigh....

EDIT:

still forum surfing...

someone said 'eww' at Rika's whispering lines on As for One Day...
WTH?!?

if you're going to say something like that, you better not consider Tsunku a genuis... because it's his idea!!!!

i recall seeing a video of the creation of the famous "sexy beam" and you can see there how much scrutiny and control tsunku has over nuances... even the tiniest details of the song... even the "y~ii"s... so if you're annoyed by how rika sings, it's his damn fault... he wants her to sound that way... UFA trained her (as i've said here before) to be like that...

and don't compare how eri does the "ahh...." part now... since she does it live now, she has free reign over the interpretation of the song... before, as MM was still promoting the single, Rika had to stick to how the actual single sounds...

sometimes i prefer hearing rika live... she's amazing in concerts... coz' tsunku ain't there...

LOLZ, i suddenly remembered this classmate back in highschool...

we called her 'chunky the monkey' or 'chunky tsonggo"
she called herself 'chunky' (a derivation from her surname)
and we all though that she resembled a monkey... tsonggo (pronounced at chong-go) is a filipino word for monkey

Tsonggo ... Tsunku ... LOLZ ... some semblance there too... hahaha

not 1444 at all...

... i've been looking up job vacancies in berlitz...

surprisingly, my mom isn't objecting to my plans of moving to japan... (if she know who i'll be moving with, i bet she would)

i think there's an opening in osaka, kanagawa and tokyo...

*sigh*

i'm redirecting my minor studies from global politics to english literature... that could give me an edge if plans push through...

nothing 1444... just me...

you know how people say that 40 is the new 30 and stuff like that about age? well i don't agree...

I think 20 is the new 60... i just turned 20 last week... and like 60 year old people i know, i have high blood pressure, arthritis and a bad back... all thanks to my thesis... i haven't been eating and sleeping right for the past three months...

*sigh*

recently, i've also developed an intense liking for vegetables... i used to be a rice person, then a potato person, then an egg person... now I Live On VEgetables... lolz... i wish they'd sell those Dole broccolis here... i'd eat broccoli every day if that was to happen

that's all, folks...

POSTIVE!!!

... hatena ring's back up... yay! ... now to look for more stuff...

... hmm... no news that hasn't been reported on any of the forums yet... *sigh*

oh well... at least it's back up...

insane insight moment... nothing ishiyoshi

so... yeah...

anyway... i recall asking around about the religion of IshiYoshi...

... hmm... i just suddenly realized that IshiYoshi IS a religion... but like Christ to Christianity, they're not members of the religion... LOL

Oh how i wish to worship the soil on which they tread...

anyway... i'm just reflecting over all the drama that you witnessed in here this past week... quite shameful there...

i feel the unstoppable urge to think about this and ramble on and on again...

while i was on a jeepney to school (btw, i ride 4 different jeepneys to school) i contemplated the title of this blog... 'the いしよし hopeful' and dwelled on the definition of the word hope based on my real baptismal religion and my adopted spiritualities (WTF?)... yes, yes... that's how fanatical i am...

in the Roman Catholic sense, hope is the looking forward to the happy ending known as salvation...

in the Liberal Ironist sense, hope is living regardless of success and failure because 'i have a destiny to fulfill' ... hmm...

so obviously, the past few days, it's the Catholic in me talking...
1. there is an expected ending and it's a happy one
2. the debunking of that happy ending is the end of all hope... doom befall us all...
3. proselytizing the tru+h

all three points are anti-thetical to the original intent of this place of worship... oh, how blasphemous of me... taking the fact that i built this place (with really crappy material too, but that's all i have...) ...

... anyway, everytime i check in here (which is like every five minutes LOL), i'm surprised that people actually come here...

and i'm guessing most of you readers aren't even IshiYoshi believers/ worshippers (since the brethren are few) ... LOL ... well i'd like to think that your visit this place for news (that you can find anywhere on the net LOL) insane views that yours tru_ly dish out means that what i say actually matter... but that's wishful thinking on my part...

so... insanity ensues... the tru+h shall prevail...

... i'm rubbing off her...

yesterday, the rabu-rabu and i were together... and while we were on the train, I made her listen to Dokusenyoku (the live version from Rika's grad) and then she said "Di mo pa ako binibigyan nyan" [You haven't given me that yet]

and i was like, "EH?!"

she wants me to burn her an H!P CD!!!!!!!!!

HOLY!!!!!

she said she wanted (and i quote) "yung una mong pinarinig sa'kin" ["the first one you made me listen to"]

which was sakura mankai... hmmm...

... and she thinks a somebody and a somebody belong together... like me and her... LOL ...

... ... ... speaking of belonging...

her mom's really pushing her to work in japan right after graduation... she has an aunt ther who can arrange stuff for her... ... she doesn't really want to go cuz that's gonna mean that she'll be leaving me here...

... but that's not the only thing i'm worried about... cuz if need be, i'm gonna follow her there...

besides, i want to move there myself...

the other thing that worries me is about her mom's real plans... she has two aunts in japan who married japanese folks just for the citizenship... i'm getting the vibe that her mom's out to make her do that too... she has a very greedy mother, btw...